rightontarget:
spearsxmilk:
rightontarget:
spearsxmilk:
[None of this is your fault. I doubt you’ll believe me even if I repeat it until your ears bleed. But it really isn’t. So don’t blame yourself. Please.]
[I know you said it’s not my fault, and I want to believe you but it’s just how my mind works. I can’t let this be the end, I just can’t. There must be something I can do to help it. Please. .]
[If you want to help— let me go. I can no longer call this place my home.]
[You know I want to help you more than anything, I just can’t wrap my head around the though of this really being the end. .]
[Everything ends, Yukari. At least in this case you get to say farewell. I request that you do so, lest you have any regrets.]
rightontarget:
spearsxmilk:
[None of this is your fault. I doubt you’ll believe me even if I repeat it until your ears bleed. But it really isn’t. So don’t blame yourself. Please.]
[I know you said it’s not my fault, and I want to believe you but it’s just how my mind works. I can’t let this be the end, I just can’t. There must be something I can do to help it. Please. .]
[If you want to help— let me go. I can no longer call this place my home.]
rightontarget:
spearsxmilk:
rightontarget:
spearsxmilk replied to your post
[You need to calm down. I am not coming back to Skype. Please accept this. You wanted a goodbye. I’ve said farewell. Take your chance now.]
[Jessie, this isn’t a chance, this is almost cruel.
Why? What caused this? Was it me? Did I do something wrong? I’m sorry but I can’t calm down right now. You know that everyone here means a lot to me, so of course I’m going to worry!]
[You did nothing wrong. As for what caused this, it’s all in the main chat. The one I’m no longer part of. My intentions are not to be cruel, but if I want to leave, are you really going to force me to stay?]
[Of course I won’t force you to stay, I only want what’s best for you, but I can’t help but feel like part of this is my fault. I love you, Jessie. You know that. You mean a lot to me. I’d freak out like this even if it was anyone else. It’s just how I am, I can’t help it. I’m just worried. I can’t never talk to you again, I’ll go crazy and you know it. I won’t ever forget about anyone here. I can’t. It’s impossible. I love all of you.]
[None of this is your fault. I doubt you’ll believe me even if I repeat it until your ears bleed. But it really isn’t. So don’t blame yourself. Please.]
rightontarget:
spearsxmilk replied to your post
[You need to calm down. I am not coming back to Skype. Please accept this. You wanted a goodbye. I’ve said farewell. Take your chance now.]
[Jessie, this isn’t a chance, this is almost cruel.
Why? What caused this? Was it me? Did I do something wrong? I’m sorry but I can’t calm down right now. You know that everyone here means a lot to me, so of course I’m going to worry!]
[You did nothing wrong. As for what caused this, it’s all in the main chat. The one I’m no longer part of. My intentions are not to be cruel, but if I want to leave, are you really going to force me to stay?]
“I wish you all only the best.”
…
“Goodbye.”
missingarcana replied to your post
((We tried adding you back. Didn’t help that you were DND. It’s kind of like you’re excluding yourself.))
Excluding myself? No. Not at all, actually.
When it’s asked if certain people are here, and I am not mentioned, I believe I am not the one who is doing the “excluding.”
Just solving a problem.
crimsonxheadphones:
spearsxmilk:
Indeed. Fate is a funny thing, no?
Yes, and I missed Ken-kun, to be honest.
I’m afraid his shota swag is not available at the time. Ken misses you, as well.
